my name is Natasha Marie, just call me Tasha i am much smarter than i will ever portray myself as being through this website.i am 17 years old, i can't wait to grow up, although i do love being young.i live in Carthage Maine..and its really boringi am about 5'6".i sometimes lose concentration, okay it happens alot.i blame that amongst other things on my being a gemini.i'm one of the few people my age who actually enjoys hanging out with their parents.i'm a small-town girl with big city dreams.i want to move somewhere busy with different cultures and socializationi want to meet everyone and have long funny and interesting conversations with them about everything.sometimes i listen to other peoples conversations ..Ok so im nosey..like your not?.i'm a sucker for horror movies and fast cars.i could spend hours analyzing the lives of strangers on the street.wondering who people are and where they are going.for so long i thought i knew who i was, but i have only just realized, i am constantly changing and evolving into something new. this is just the beginning of who i am.at the moment, i don't practice any kind of religion and i don't want to speak about it.i was brought up right and taught to respect others around me, and come from a strong family so i do appreciate religion, even though its not for me.i take pictures of everything because i want to remember everything when i am older.i understand what its like to be "lower class".i have went days without food and made excuses as to why i couldn't go on school trips with the rest of the class.my mom and dad did the best they could though and i love them so much for that.the thing i despise most about myself is my shyness.flaws give one character. i've learned to enjoy them, you should too.i try not to trust many people because that would expose my vulnerability.once you trust someone, they can hurt you, and hurt scares me the most.i am not a girl that depends on a relationship for happiness but i do fantisize about "the perfect relationship" quite often.if you want to label me, go ahead and do it. i've learned not to care anymore.its happened to me alot in real life too, but i have respect for those people for actually saying things to my face.no matter how much i write here, none of you will ever really know me, who i really am.