SYCHO Karen Dove Greeter 4 WICKED HOT SP...'s blog: "CONTEST"

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others. You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around. The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it. Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

You Are 38% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

You Are a Dreaming Soul

Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul

It started out good. I had lots of attention on here and I got an offer for an online job from an agriculture company in Canada. I was feeling pretty good until my ex came by and showed his true colors. After I left and tried to give it some space I got a message from him with his list of excuses for his bad behavior. I just told him to come and get his business shit out of the house and do his own bookkeeping. I am done being disrepected by him over his crap. Then my AA sponsor told me she was done working with me, because I don't have a good enough program to be any ones sponsor. Then school called and told me that my son was disruptive all day and had to come home early. Oh, and he is suspended from school tomorrow. Can it get any worse? Yes! I go to an AA meeting and my ex's girlfriend is there. It is all I can do to keep from saying fuck it! I have been sober for almost 7 years and I am having a hard time dealing with life. Makes me wonder why I ever got sober. I have been at war with ex for almost 4 months and we were married for 10 years. It is hard to say that I am OK with him telling me I am not what he would look for in a woman today. I hope he finds what he is looking for and that they break his fucking heart. Yes I am angry and hurt and I just thought it would help to write. Just for Today, I do not have to waste my sobiety over a jerk like that. God help me learn from my mistakes.