kissabletease's blog: "how evil are you"

if only i could burn everything that reminded me of you all you ever did was cause me pain you never thought with your heart, never with your brain id change the songs that ever made me think of you id force myself, to remember that when you said i" love you", you werent being true id take back ever kiss we shared id let go of all the pain i bared ....FOR YOU, FROM YOU all the nights i cried how i wish i died .... FOR YOU, FROM YOU but each time, i came running back not this time i learned your not worth crying over i learned your not worth BLEEDING over im going to kill every awful memory that we shared im going to fucking destroy everything i see that makes me think of you everything i regret everything i cried over everything that sends shivers down my spine if i have to kill you in order for my pain of you, from you, to go away enjoy your last day on earth, todays your lucky day.

why wont u listen to me im trying to tlk im trying to say whats been bugging me but u wont listen just listen when im trying to say whats been bugging me you yell at me for not tlking for not opening up but when i try your not there to talk or your not listening to what i have to say you just want to be somewhere else some other day then you judge me twist and turn what i say your not actually listening to the words behind what im trying to say i wish for once that i would come first that you would hear what im trying to say its like im talking to myself anyway so whats the point really give me a reason why why i should talk open up be vunerable i gave it a try several times but it never worked out the way i wanted the words i would say the way you would listen for once in your life stop judging me and just LISTEN

When insecurities rise And all your passion inside dies I cant seem to fall asleep without crying All those around me lying Father time tic tocking away Wasted day by day In a cage trapped by my own fears Always hiding back the tears Trying to make the best of it Never the courage to make the final split Doing whats best for others As would any good mother Never doing anything for myself Putting my hopes and dreams on the backshelf Resentment rising to the top Fits of rage not knowing how to make them stop Wanting more out of life Tension so thick you could cut it with a knife Yelling Screaming Arguing it never stops Neighbors threatning to call the cops Thats it never again will i allow myself to be hurt Dig a hole bury my feelings deep in the dirt From now on I will have thick skin Never loving again will be my final sin

I am what I am I do what I do AnD if you got a pRoblem Then bitch, Fuck you So fuck wHAt you heard And fuck wHaT you see i know you think you Know But here's the Real Me

Care This room is silent, static crackles electrical energy buzzes through wires, sound of scratching of graphite on paper pour words from a mind not wanting to care. The silence beckons, turn out the light lock the door let in the night embrace the dark and the cold air breath the lonliness no need to care. Walk the halls, footsteps echoing corridors of the mind dark and foreboding whispering shadows scratch the soul long it is forgotten the ability to care. The sun she rises, the glare piercing hurting the eyes squinting with pain noises of morning rush through the brain it sends you insane unable to care. These scratching sounds, my pencil on paper to the earth I'm bound and live in danger eyes are closed searching the dark there is no remorse for I don't care.

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