I am 27 yrs young! I have black hair, Green eyes, I am about 5'1! Yea I'm a shorty! I have 2 tatoos and a few piercings! I like all kind of music but mostly R&B! I have 3 handsome boys who are my everything! I have a fourth son as well but I lost him when I was 6 mon.pregnant! It's a touchy subject but I didn't want to leave him out cuz he will always be my angel! I'm in a long term relationship with man that treats me mostly like a queen! I'm just lookin for friends and friendly chat so all the perverts please direct yourself elsewhere! This is a poem I wrote for my son!I lie awake at night with you on my mind.My heart beats on but is broken in pieces! I try to imagine but there are no reasons! God brought you home too quickly for me. Nobody feels my pain.No one really can see!I hide it so well and I'm dying inside!When I told everyone I was okay,it was a lie! I need you back, what can I do! I hate the fact that I'll never know you!I heard your heart beat only for a while! The sound of you moving made me smile!I wish God would answer the questions I want to ask. I wish everyday I didn't hide behind this mask!I long to hold you in my arms one more time, be your mommy, sing you a nursery rhyme.I may not be perfect but why did this have to be? Why were you taken away from me.You deserved to live your life and run and play!I never understood and I still don't to this day!I'm so mad and hurt, I'll never be the same!Everyday I struggle to keep myself sane!I hope that you are in heaven and you see how much I love you!I hope one day to join you too! Where I will rock you,hug you and kiss you for eternity.Happy and together we will always be!I love you my son, my angel, my joy......You will always be my sweet baby boy!