My daughter would be turning 18 on the 15th this month, but I lost her to a car accident when she was 14 on November 8, 2003. This would have been her senior year. It has been a roller coaster ride to say the least. Grieving all the things she would have done this year, prom, basketball, planning for college, graduation.... all of it. Her friends have been awesome and have included me in their lives, but it's not the same. We are having a gathering at my parents house this coming Saturday to celebrate her life. She is trully missed. My arms ache everyday to hold her, my ears yearn to hear her voice, my heart yearns for the love I have for her.