Well this is my very first blog and I write this with a heavy heart. To my very good friend on here I also write this with you on my mind and I want you to read this. This is for me and you jewelz.
First I should tell you a little about myself. The main reason why I joined the air force was to prove some people that affected my life wrong. These people used to tell me that I was never good at anything and that I would never amount to anything. Well 5 years later I have already been to 5 different countries and am going to my 6 one in about 90 days. I know that the military throws a lot of curve balls when you are in the service and since being in the military you really can’t do much about it. It makes me mad that because someone has to fuck up their military career that I have to pay the price for their fuckup. This really pisses me off to no extent and there is really nothing that I can do. I will be gone for a year and I know that I have probably let down a lot of people since I have met them on here. For this I am sorry if I could make it up to them then I would do it in a heart beat and they know they know that I mean this. If you are the least bit curious as to where I will be heading I will be going to Korea.
For all of my friends on here most of you know that I am in the military. But what most of you don’t know is that at one point in time I was married but that did not work out. I have a daughter and a new baby on the way. Yesterday I just got some good news and some bad news. The good news is that I got an assignment. But the bad news is the time frame. To my friend jewelz you have been very supportive of all this and I thank you for all of your insight. You have first hand knowledge of how the military really is. To all of the military wife’s on here stand by your husbands that are in the military. You never know what may happen to them and you might never know when they have to leave on short notice. To jewelz I am sorry that I have to leave you since we just met, but I promise you that no matter where I am and no matter where I am at I will be waiting for you. I know that you have helped me with some things in my life but from talking to you I know that I have helped you with a lot in your life. There are things that you have told me that reminded me a lot of my self when I was your age. These things that will never leave my mind or my heart. Because I was just like you when I was your age. I know that people will tell you mean things about your short military career but don’t ever let that take your mind off of your current goal. I have told you before that no matter what you need I will be there for you. An I mean that. If anybody read this blog and if you have any thoughts or comments please feel free to send them my way. I will also be happy to answer any questions that you have.
