Chronic Spoonie's blog: "My name is Ann.."

I love taking my time to suck dick. Makes me feel powerful to cause such an erotic commotion, that, and the dick, if taken care of properly, is a beautiful member of the males body. I’m not all sloppy and fast.. I’m not saying doing it fast n sloppy is bad, I’m saying just because I really love & enjoy doin’ it, I do it different, I go slow, take my time and enjoy every moment.. every detail. I like to start off with a soft dick. licking the inner thighs, trailing my tongue all the way, blowing lightly where I just licked, slowly up to the balls, and up and around the shaft to the head. taking the dick slowly into my mouth twirling and thrusting my tongue around the head, then the shaft, taking all of the dick in my mouth, feelin’ it grow harder, sucking hard till I pop it out of my mouth. I glide the harder dick all over my face slowly, smelling it, feeling its texture, feeling each vein pulse against my soft cheeks, lips, eyelids… feeling the stiffness of the dick… feeling each pulse, each twitch, each throb of the dick on my face. Then slowly bringing it to my mouth, kissing and softly licking the ring Then ever so slowly, almost teasing, licking back down to the balls, flicking them with my tongue.. and one by one, popping them in and out of my mouth a few times, enjoying your reaction, while with my hands, I squeeze the shaft as hard as I can… then quickly without warning I take the whole dick in my wet warm mouth and deep throat as I moan… and start all over again...of the foreskin, up the slit of the head to the hole, and wrapping my lips around the shaft sideways.. sucking down and up from the balls (if shaven) to the head.

SCHOOL -- 1957 vs. 2009 Scenario 1: Jack goes quail hunting before school and then pulls into the school parking lot with his shotgun in his truck's gun rack. 1957 - Vice Principal comes over, looks at Jack's shotgun, goes to his car and gets his shotgun to show Jack. 2009 - School goes into lock down, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. Scenario 2: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. 1957 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up buddies. 2009 - Police called and SWAT team arrives -- they arrest both Johnny and Mark. They are both charged them with assault and both expelled even though Johnny started it. Scenario 3: Jeffrey will not be still in class, he disrupts other students. 1957 - Jeffrey sent to the Principal's office and given a good paddling by the Principal. He then returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2009 - Jeffrey is given huge doses of Ritalin. He becomes a zombie. He is then tested for ADD. The school gets extra money from the state because Jeffrey has a disability. Scenario 4: Billy breaks a window in his neighbor's car and his Dad gives him a whipping with his belt. 1957 - Billy is more careful next time, grows up normal, goes to college and becomes a successful businessman. 2009 - Billy's dad is arrested for child abuse. Billy is removed to foster care and joins a gang. The state psychologist is told by Billy's sister that she remembers being abused herself and their dad goes to prison. Billy's mom has an affair with the psychologist. Scenario 5: Mark gets a headache and takes some aspirin to school. 1957 - Mark shares his aspirin with the Principal out on the smoking dock. 2009 - The police are called and Mark is expelled from school for drug violations. His car is then searched for drugs and weapons. Scenario 6: Pedro Jose Gonzales fails high school English. 1957 - Pedro goes to summer school, passes English and goes to college. 2009 - Pedro's cause is taken up by the state. Newspaper articles appear nationally explaining that teaching English as a requirement for graduation is racist. ACLU files class action lawsuit against the state school system and Pedro's English teacher. English is then banned from core curriculum, and school is forced to hire extra personnel (without budget relief) to teach in Spanish. Pedro is given his diploma anyway but ends up mowing lawns for a living because he cannot speak English. Scenario 7: Johnny takes apart leftover firecrackers from the Fourth of July, puts them in a model airplane and blows up a red ant hill. 1957 - Ants die. 2009- ATF, Homeland Security and the FBI are all called. Johnny is charged with domestic terrorism... The FBI investigates his parents -- and all siblings are removed from their home and all computers are confiscated. Johnny's dad is placed on a terror watch list and is never allowed to fly again. Scenario 8: Johnny falls while running during recess and scrapes his knee. He is found crying by his teacher, Mary. Mary hugs him to comfort him. 1957 - In a short time, Johnny feels better and goes on playing. 2009 - Mary is accused of being a sexual predator and loses her job. She faces 3 years in State Prison. Johnny undergoes 5 years of therapy. Newspapers pick up the story and is featured on The View.

I couldn't do it anymore. Waiting and waiting and waiting for Jimmie. I hate long distance relationships. It hurts too much. So no more looking for men online, or if they are, they HAVE to be local. they have to be STRONG, patient, LOCAL, oh I said that, non judgemental. I'm trying to get back in the dating scene to see whats out there. So far no luck. All I keep meeting are local creeps.. either married still, or involved in 'it's complicated' relationships. Anyways. This saturday is Ericas bachellorette party! WOOHOO!! I cant wait. And this time next saturday, SHE WILL BE MARRIED! My best friend is going to be married to her soul mate. I can only hope that I will find mine. And I will be enough for him. One day. If you slip away in darkness - do you fall? And if God created love - did he create it for everyone? If there is solitude and hope - can you still dream? If the devil makes you cry - do you change? In my own shame - when heavens not far away Do the little things in life - stay with your soul? Does an angel hold a sign - with directions for everyone? Is there someone there - to have and to hold for me? If the stars refuse to shine - do you change? In my own shame - when heavens not far away sorry had to get that out of my head speaking of, I have been having a migraine everyday since last saturday.. is that bad? I think it's just stress. yeah so thats me rambeling on about... whatever.

Okay well... The Grand Jury decided not to indite (sp?) the bastard who raped me.. because of the witness statements that were taken. It pisses me off and hurt me to NO end. I have been very emotional. I feel a tad bit better because even though my case isnt going to court.. his life is forever ruined based on the fact he was arrested on sexual assault charges. He was extradited here to texas, so if he had a job, he doesnt anymore. and it will be next to impossible for him to find another decent job ever again. So I'm Back.. reposting my pictures.. so help me out by rating me again and leaving comments!

For anyone who cares.. I am leaving Fubar. hopefully not for good. They found the monster who raped me. and my case is going to court. Im erasing every profile i have so the defense cant turn anything around on me and make me out to be the bad guy. my email is blessumyou@yahoo.com my cell is 817-909-0095 for anyone who cares. to my family and friends.. i love you. Ill miss you.

Jimmie aka baddog was on his way to visit me for two weeks. early this morning, he was in a car wreck in west memphis tennessee and rushed to the hospital with a bad concusion, bumps, bruises and lacerations.. thank goodness no broken bones. The car he JUST bought may have to be totaled. Im anxiously awaiting a call from him. Please keep him in your thoughts, prayers, wishes, protection spells, what ever you can do.. its needed and appreciated. thanks. Agony

today I am sad. just sad. in a blah mood. dont want to be with people. dont want to be alone.. i just dont want to exist today.

There seems to be truth behind it after all The things my friends and family tell me about you They have warned me about people like you Even told me it was you But I ignored them all Tried to see the good in everyone as I always do, until little by little the truth popped out of its hiding place. The dark corners of your reality came out into the open. I don’t know why I am so surprised, You being a liberal and all… Liberals don’t know any truth, don’t know whether to scratch their ass or wipe their elbow. It all started last year I would say, when you got a kick out of scaring me so much I had to leave work. Then here and there you broke promises. I caught you in lies. Then you call me your best friend when we have only met each other twice, both less than 5 minutes! Your reality is so warped! You are so fake! And what you did recently, topped it all off. I could care less what your reasoning was or is, regardless, you crossed the line. And now I see what everyone has been telling me… now I want you out of my life! You know who you are… you live in Arlington, you wish you were a dom. GOOD RIDDENCE!