steve's blog: "now this is annoying"

as i said in the last thread--getting messages here used to be the best ting ever--now someone makes a mumm or a stash with a million things--that means my message counter goes to a million--i think a million ppl love me --i get happy--then i see someone posted a million stashes--i get some stupid url--then i delete them all--another half million things are there. this gets me so terribly sad--sorry thats how i am---

yeah--it used to be when someone gave me a gift or had something to say to me that was not for public eyes. so after sabbath i get on here and get 30 unread messages==yeah 30--my heart races. but not so fast--it was 30 messages--of blogs posted, mums posted, stash entries--with some url to see them-- we get notified of these as they happen and thru the e-mail--now thru the internal e-mail too? is there any notice left on this site thatr can lift the spirits anymore?

oh ladies thank you soo much--i was so reluctant to post --well pix of me --you know--naked--but-it gets me so hard when i see you wonderful ladies come to visit me and --well 'little me'-- and even sending us love. sooo please look at my 'private for the ladies gallery--if ya send me some love--i'll buy ya a gift--cause you got me sooo sexually excited oxoxoxxo love ya's

well==ok--not a dirty video--but a rare performance snippet of my 8/8/2006 rock show doing my 2004 song "Dogpark". here's the link---just push 'play video' http://www.playgroundz.net/artists/music/bands/192/video.php love ya's

woww--the alert box here used to be one of my fave places on earth--i would be soooo happy when someone gave me a user comment, photo comment--u know--all the wonderful stuff-- but now- got 500+ friends here--the alert page fills up every 30 or so seconds with someone posting a blog--or multiple blog entries--obscuring all the stuff we love the lostcherry for----sorry--just had to say that