At times it has been hard and I know that its gonna be like this for a while. Sometime I get frustrated but I have to remember that their daddy dont want them and their momma cant take care of them right now. I spent $160 dollars on them today...getting them cloths...diaper wipes...food....juice...shoes. It was the first $160 that I didnt spend on myself and it feels good. Its only been a week but I am proud of myself for doing a good job. I even go to work sick just so I know that I will have that much more money on my check. Makes me feel more responsible and grown up then I ever have,
