as life goes on i realized it was frivaless to hold onto grydges and discontent for people.
recently i have a few people in my past start talking to me again. I know there is broken bridges and just kind of makes you wonder, i thinhk my dad was right in saying noone really cares about anyone else, it was or is about self prservation.
I also think there is afew people that do actually care, but they can not really show it.
I also think that certain actions defeine who we are as a person and we are judged by those actions whne the time is right.
I used to find redeption in a bottle but that is never a good thing, we all have face our demons just have to deal with them eventually.
eventually things will work out just have to be paitent and stay strong.
If noone cares what is then the purpose of makin new friends? I love new frineds and getting to know pepole