1SexyTrini's blog: "Spin-Off-Of-My-So-Called_Life!"

SHE (copy written) "SHE" screamed so loud "SHE" shattered the heavenly harps of Angels. Put out fires of the Demons in Hell and rained blood from a lascerated sky. Did you hear her? Did you see her cry? "SHE" cried so long her tears flooded the World,Heaven and Hell. Did you see them? Did You feel them? The sting of hot crimson tears that blistered skin as it fell; for years and years and years? I heard her screams and tried to silence them with kind words that came from my heart. They just rang on. I saw her tears well-up and tried my hardest to hold them back; to no avail. They simply over flowed,turned to Ice, Sleet and Hail. I felt her rage. Hands clenched, tremors, shakes. heart racing. tears streaming. Blood seeped from her ears! Pumping, continuing ,forcing the anger heart and pain. More rage, it overflowed. Chest burst open and indeed "SHE" released her rage apon Heaven, Earth and Hell. They are nomore. 1 by 1, they fell and fell and fell. I tried, I tried so hard to keep those feelings inside of her. But "SHE" won. "She" challenged, prevailed and over powered me. And at that moment suddenly it became so clear, for everyone to see That I was always that "SHE" deep down inside of me...

At one point i believed all that came from your mouth because I thought it was your heart speaking,I now realize it was just your need for companionship in a state of lonliness and dispare.I opened up to you, let my gaurd down, completely demolished my metaphysical brick wall and let you into a place I swore noone would ever again enter.I did this not of of lust; but out of love.You said you'd never hurt me, that you'd always be there for me. Fix all my pain and keep me safe in your warm embrace.It suddenly hit me that it ws all just talk. A pipe dream to keep me around. Keep me on your side and batting for your team.I was there for you through thick and thin.But in the end, Once again I've been desserted.My heart is full of grief and anger,yet; life goes on...

" Hello?" "Hi honey. This is Daddy. Is Mommy near the phone?" "No Daddy. She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul." After a brief pause, Daddy says, "But honey, you haven't got an Uncle Paul." " Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the room with Mommy, right now." Brief Pause. "Uh, okay then, this is what I want you to do. Put the phone down on the table, run upstairs and knock on the bedroom door and shout to Mommy that Daddy's car just pulled into the driveway." "Okay Daddy, just a minute." A few minutes later the little girl comes back to the phone. "I did it Daddy." "And what happened honey?" "Well, Mommy got all scared, jumped out of bed with no clothes on and ran around screaming. Then she tripped over the rug, hit her head on the dresser and now she isn't moving at all!" "Oh my God!!! What about your Uncle Paul?" "He jumped out of the bed with no clothes on, too. He was all scared and he jumped out of the back window and into the swimming pool. But I guess he didn't know that you took out the water last week to clean it. He hit the bottom of the pool and I think he's dead." ***Long Pause*** ***Even Longer Pause*** Then Daddy says, "Swimming pool? Is this 486-5731?" No, this is 5713..... Sorry wrong number

Its been a rough year for some a great one for others, Me personally im glad the shit is DONE SON! 2008 is in full blaze Step Up Yuh GAME!!!! Leaving all the drama behind, moving on to bigger and better things. Life is A bitch and Baby Gyul Learned how to fuck her REAL HARD!!! Im doing it, and to all that stood by me through it all I LOVE YOU TIL THE DAY I DIE!!! My new Peeps, thnx for keeping it real and showing me that the world aint so bad after all. You all know who you are. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! kayKay-{FLY LYK WE!}

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself in a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later. You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less. Never let a man define who you are. Never borrow someone else's man. Oh Lord! If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. All men are NOT dogs. You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two-way street. You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary. Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr.. Right. Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and your always readily available to him- he takes it for granted. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others. Share this with other ladies..... You'll make someone SMILE, another RETHINK her choices, and another woman PREPARE. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them.

On A Clear Day... You Can See Forever.

-IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE- Sitting on the edge of a three story building, sun beating down on my back. Looking down at the busy city street below. Everything ,moving together but seperatly. -I BLINK MY EYES- I'm lying under a tree bathing me in its cool shade.Birds singing, clouds moving in an ocean blue sky. -I BLINK MY EYES- I'm in a trench with my army buddy Jake in Vietnam. Bullets flying so close I hear the whoosh by my head. Big guns flashing with each shot. So much screaming I can't hear through the blood. -I BLINK MY EYES- The starter pistol goes off and the race begins. My adrenaline kicks in and I leap into a run. Hot skin. feet pounding the asphalt track as quick as is humanly possible. I look over and see I'm winning. -I BLINK MY EYES- I told those boys not swing so high on their swings. But I remember when I was their ages. 8 and 10; how fun it was trying to swing right over the whole swing set. They came in when I called for dinner and to start our evening routine of baths and bed. It's Dad's turn to read the bedtime story. -I BLINK MY EYES- Standing on the edge of 3 story building. Sun beating down on my back. Looking down past my feet, I lean forward; and let gravity take me away... IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE...

Why Parents Drink... Body: A Mother passing by her son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to "Mom" With the worst premonition she opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Mom,: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Dad and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercings, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion...Mom she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone.We'll be growing it for ourselves and trading it with the other people that live nearby for cocaine and ecstasy. In the meantime we will pray that science will find a cure for AIDS so Stacy can get better. She deserves it. Don't worry Mom. I'm 15 and I know how to take care of myself. Someday I'm sure that we will be back to visit so that you can get to know your grandchildren. Love, Your Son Jon P.S. Mom, none of the above is true. I'm over at Tommy's house. I just wanted to remind you that there are worse things in life than the report card that's in my center desk drawer. I love you. Call me when it's safe to come home.

-Come over- Come on over and we'll go to our favorite hiding place. Baby we'll chill and sway. That warm spot between my thighs is for only you to lay. I love the way you feel and touch me; But oh no honey don't you treat me like no hoe. You gotta love me and want me. You gotta work me slow. Take your time and play with me, baby don't put up no fronts. Relax your mind and think of me as one of your Philly Blunts. Inhale my scent through your nostrils, deep into your lungs. Explore every part of me as we wrestle with our tongues. You'ca go down town; answer my call from the south. I don't have a problem with it, when you're done you'ca just PUT IT IN MY MOUTH!! Then when were done. We'll begin all over. Right from the very start. Only this time I wanna make sweet, crazy passionate love that eminates from the heart. So COME OVER...