I wrote this on night out of the clear blue... its usually not my kind of writing but it decided it needed to come out.
Here I am the one you can't stand
Holding her heart in her hand
What could I have done to make you understand
That my love and my life were there in your hands
We use to be one but now it is done
The razorblade did the job
My blood is now gone
My heart hurts no more
For I have purged it of you and my life
I hope you understand guilt was not my plan
For I tried with all of me
To show you what you meant to me
Before you came to hate
But guilt is what I delt
When with one stroke I cut
My life and my pain out for good.
By EW 1-22-07
