I was thinking back on my life... and this is what came back... it does have a musical accumpaniment... Just got to write it all down lol.. like I said it's a work in progress... not that good if you ask me... but yeah... these past two years have been the hardest on me..
Why me
Why now
Why all these things I can't have
These things I know are wrong
I know I can't have them at all
Why me
Why now
I don't want much
Not that much at all
Just a little family far away
Far from all I've every known
a little piece of happiness
Is that so much to ask for at all
Why me
Why now
Why this man
I know I can not have
He's so good
So good to me
He's got the love of his family
So why me
Why now
Don't just give me alittle taste
And then take it all away
It's so nice
To just be held
To know you're wanted
Just to know your're needed
So why me
Why now
I seemed so close
to everything I've always wanted
I push to hard
To say hello
smile hun, it'll be okay
I don't ask much
not that much at all
I'll just smile
Pretend I'm okay
Even though we know I'm not
But it's all right
You just smile, please
Cause it gives me joy
To know you're happy where you are
Lord Why me
Why now
Why this life you gave me
I've made it into nothing at all
I try
To do my best
With everything I have
Still it doesn't seem to be enough
Why me
Why now
Whyt this time
I want my heart to stay numb
Numb to all of these things that I can not have
Let me have my walls
Let me keep myself from everyone
So I know that I'll be okay...
