At a crossroads as to what I should do
My mind wants one thing my family wants another
My thoughts and feelings are so misconstrued
Every time I think about it, it seems like such a bother.
I feel like if I go one way
I hurt someone on the other end
No matter what I do, there is nothing I can say
A person out of my life with each action will send.
Should I go back or should I stay here,
What would happen if I decide not to choose?
Losing someone in my life is something huge I fear,
My life will be different if anyone of them, I loose.
A decision must be made soon
I still am not sure what to do
I fear that any choice I make will make me into a loon
On these, my mind must continue to chew.
In the end, the decision is up to me
Though each bit of advice will be held in my mind
Each loving “I miss you” is a delightful treat
All of these things though do not fully bind.
Though I will have my friends and family always
What I have to do, is what feels right to me
I know I have both in so many ways
What I need for me, is just to see.
My spirit and mind, they so need to be free
Of all problems and bindings that surround them
And though in me head I have my dreams
Reality must set in so I can do the best for me.
