JESUS H CHRIST's blog: "Poetry and Lyrics..."

Darling are you dead yet? Flames that surge all through you Sideswipe you off the fucking earth Your future's so bright you're blind And I blindsided you Shithead bow down before me Faithless I urge you follow Deceitful deities Face into the flood Drown within yourself eternal Fire of the old gods Burnt from the inside Pointless you martyr yourself Breaking your face against the world Televised for all to cherish View the world as we once knew it To further sink into the yesterdays Forgotten as I Charred by the sun As flesh tones grow black You live amongst the dying Devastated by your deities Weakness you gave to yourselves Armageddon you may call it Weakminded as you are Ignorance is your new deathstyle

The clouds of the night sky Open up like neon thighs Eating the shit off your shoes I am your whore And I'll be begging again for you I am nothing without your attention Validate me with shallow attempts at charm I know you want so little from me But I shall romanticize it This is what I've been reduced to Take more as I become ghost yet again Deja vu? No, I've never left this place Eternally complacent despite what once appeared progress Fooling us all, feeling not at all Lust. Your affection means so much more to me Than ever before Clean off your dirtface change direction Smeared blood and dying sex Mud spewing from your mouth Rejecting what the body desired once Refuse to accept Return to old ways and lose yourself I see the same smile I once saw Fake yet so convincing to those that never knew you DEAD inside you I see that look in your eyes Good to have you back I consume myself from inside Fuck me. Use me. Eat me til nothing's left. Kill me. Love me again.

Dissection, removed of your being Tearing away at what you identify as yourself I'd bring you back if it meant I could destroy you again You'd better run like hell You'd best keep distancing yourself I'll cut you fucker Deadgirl screams I can't heed her warning siren Turn my back upon my own thoughts, needs There's simply nothing left for me Obsession Nothing more within this hole Emptiness leaves no mystery No need for examination No questions left unanswered This is all you have This is what you know Even your deities won't save you now They stopped existing when you started believing Exemption from redemption No remorse as I look my love in the eyes Destroy myself without a thought Falling to the ground From such a height so as to never return